alyson~ dystopia & agony

ain't no angel

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Sin, she is living with us...

Sometimes, she appears in your dream

Sometimes, she appears in your imagination

Sometimes, she appears in real life

Some people adore her

Some people worship her

Some people repress her

Some people fight her

She can be beautiful as she fills your empty soul with her love

She satisfied your evil desire

She can be ugly as she swallows your kindness with no mercy

You will be suffered for the craving

Some people decided to dump her

But she keeps haunting them with their past memories

Struggling, they want serenity and simplicity

Some people decided to adopt her

She promises them short-term happiness and excitement

They are blinded by her spells and eventually, people who truly love them will be hurt

So,

Love her?

Hate her?

i did this last year, so here i am again... i dun really believe it but it's just for fun and hell yea, im bored! hurray, my boring days, but im sure i will have a rather different experience this year... i love my life ~♥♪

如果你是单身的水瓶，要善于运用你的人际关系，设法扩大自己的生活圈，认识更多新朋友，和不同类型的人接触交流，也增加自己遇到另一半的可能性。

建议你，今年就踏出脚步，多认识一些新朋友吧，他们会是你人生中的贵人，更可以在各方面助你良多尤其在三月份过后，你将有机会可以充分体会到，被很多人追求，有一大堆选择可以挑选最适合自己的情人的那种快乐！[NO antisocial!!!]

给水瓶座女生的小叮咛：

容易因人际关系而影响爱情，建议要多多开拓视野并接受新的观念，多接触你以前不喜欢的应酬和交际，不要害怕人群，就能拥有顺遂的生活。http://astro.sina.com.cn/v/2009-12-29/123166183.shtml

水瓶座的人，2010年的工作、念书环境(或生活环境)，以及周遭的人事，原来的做事方式，作息习惯等，有重大的改变。2010年很多事物对宝瓶座的来说是新的经验，你需要时间学习，适应。改变的可能原因，包括新工作(新学校)，搬迁(你或亲近的人)，新的职务，转换跑道，成家生子等，而且环境一经改变后，要再重回过去是不太可能。2010/4-7月间，你有人际上的困扰，跟某人会渐行渐远，原本你们是常互动的。新的体验，新的人际关系除了出现在 2010年，也会在2011年发生，这一两年是你人生经历变化很大的两年，有关2011年的部分，留待来年再详解。http://astro.pclady.com.cn/divination/xzys/0910/464696_10.html

水瓶座：口舌是非小人超重，莫名其妙祸从天降的一年[gotta hit small man打小人啦!lol]

这个春天简直就是水瓶座的分手潮，爱情方面大吵大闹大概都会避不掉，02月02日之前出生的水瓶座会有比较沉重的感觉，加上这一年的小人犯得凶，而且还是很有心机、特别会在背后放箭要你命的那种，许多水瓶座只是无心的讲了几句话，最后倒大楣的也就是这个最无心的水瓶。今年交通、出国运都不好，开车骑车的水瓶座自己要当心一些比较大的问题，如果只是犯犯法规领领罚单也就还好，吃上官司的机会也很大，不论是因为交通问题告人或被告都不太好的。[that means i cannot drive fast huh? :( wuek...]

事业发展：没有贵人。出国进修越修越惨也是个怪象，你的专业技能在这一年不是那么好发挥，当然也有一部份跟你讲话实在太特别有很大的关系，01月29日前出生的水瓶座要特别当心，在职场中会有小人挖好洞等你跳，然后顺便把你的贵人也领走。春天极度容易遇到态度反复难搞，个性直接强势的澳客，反正被客人凶就忍一忍，如果你也开骂的话，那就请自求多福吧！[perhaps, this is the time to improve my EQ, bring it on!]

金钱财运：正财运特好的一年。但花钱的部份也挺多的，像是车子不小心这边坏那边坏，怎么修怎么坏之类的，或是因为小人陷害而有司法官司方面的赔钱等等，特别是年中这段期间，借钱、税务方面都要特别注意，否则很容易烧上不少的钱。10到11月，自己当老板的水瓶座最好看清楚自己的钱到哪去了，02月02日前出生的水瓶座老板很容易在事业上乱丢钱而亏损。

爱情桃花：春天就是吵吵闹闹，你处理感情很冲动，另一半也不见得很好搞定，基本上激动一点容易演变到互甩巴掌或是干脆就分手，所以请记得春天还是该多深呼吸冷静一下，否则一吵再吵，为的都是相同的话题吵不完，其实问题也没那么难解决。这一年的你非常的不安，对于感情的需求度很高，难得一见的掌控欲也增加，对松散成性的水瓶人来说，偶尔看看你们吃醋也是铁树开花一般的难得奇观。(摊手)桃花满满的时间：01/19~02/12(放电力强)、[LOL.. flirting season huh?] 04/26~05/20(恋爱运佳),问题多多的时间：02/01~04/21 (沟通不良)、03/01~03/16(烂桃花多)[*sigh* again?]

身体状况：呼吸系统在这一年容易有一些意外的状况产生，容易是一些外力的伤害，另外是在睡眠方面容易状况不好，做恶梦的情况恐怕会多一点，这也是特别需要注意的部份。服用药品、酒精类的机会很多，你也容易过度的服用药品，肝功能明显不好之外，精神状况也会被搞得好坏差很多，用药过量的问题也容易造成肝方面的意外受损。交通容易发生意外状况，夜间或是标识不明的路口要多小心，以免发生意外。http://www.nongli.com/item5/2010/11.htm

水瓶们今年的整体运势虽然很不错，爱情运却是欠佳，在2010上半年，对情人有点失去耐性，急性子发作的话容易起冲突，而口头上的表达和沟通也容易说错话。上半年比较顺利的时间点是在5月，上半年如果有重要事情需要沟通尽量在5月份进行。在下半年爱情运会好转许多，尤其是在8月份感情融洽，上半年如果有争吵或误会， 8月也是绝佳的合好时机。

瓶子和双子都是心智相当优秀的星座，尤其是两个人看待事物的态度很相似，而且很能互相挖掘对方的优点，能了解对方性格上的特别之处，是很好的组合哦！

瓶子和天秤可是人人称颂的一对哪！通常双方都会给对方很大的自由，也愿意和平的沟通，在一起的时候相当的轻松愉快。[no idea =.=] http://www.qiupo.com/zhuanti/2010xzys11.html

~♥♪

Realms of 2009 memory

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my bittersweet year

January, Taiwan - the reality costs too much. Still, i am surprised that i could fake this smile. you have no idea what i've done before taking this photo.

February, Colindale - behind the excitement of playing in the snow, loneliness and coldness strangled me. I'm all alone, away from home

March, Colindale - i'm narcisistic. trying on clothes and taking photo: these are my lil secret things to do when i'm lonely.

April, Colindale - i do not like to lose without a fight. i'll fight till i lose myself. i fought against the reality b'cos i believed.

May, Penang - came back with a broken heart. that's when i stopped fighting and my heart stopped to beat.

June, Genting - F.R.I.E.N.D.S are the medicine to heal my wound.

August, Barcelona - one of the best time of the year. Shanis and I promise to come back again.. yea, topless..LOL

September, Munich - No doubt, alcohol- one of my best friends.

October, Ipoh - for some reason, i shouldn't post it. but i truly think this smile is so real, so beautiful... maybe b'cos it comes from my beating heart.

October, Luna bar - 10 years friendship... it's all about trust and understanding.

December, Penang - hey, meet jared (hell yea, i name my 1st guitar!) i like to lay my fingers on his~ lol..

Goodbye, my sorrow... ♥♪

denial or just loneliness?

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Need You Now by Lady Antebellum

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor,
Reachin for the phone cause i cant fight it anymore,
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time,

(Chorus)
It's a quarter after one, im all alone and I need you now
I said i wouldnt call but I lost all control and I need you now
And i dont know how I can do without, I just need you now

Another shot of whisky
cant stop lookin at the door
Wishin you'd come sweepin in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind,
For me it happens all the time..

(Chorus)
Its a quarter after one im a little drunk and I need you now
I said i wouldnt call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I dont know how I can do without
I just need you now

Guess i'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all...

Its a quarter after one im all alone and I need you now,
and I said I wouldnt call but im a little drunk and I need you now
and I dont know how I can do without,
I just need you now
I just need you now

Ohh baby I need you now

♪ ♪

in the middle of night,
the coldness instruded her heart
struggled to fight off the loneliness
struggled to diminish the so called 'courage'
nothing that she could do
wished the alcohol could numb it all
but no... it escalated the craving
beat it, chained it, caged it
another sleepless night~

单身万岁吗？

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常常看到或听到单身的朋友说‘单身万岁’，不过单身真的那么好过吗？我只能相信一半。这些高嚷着‘单身万岁’的人，

一：可能他们真的在没有伴侣的生活中体验了更有意义的生活，例如：享受一个人旅行，一个人看景，一个人听自己喜欢的音乐，一个人沉溺于自己的幻想和思绪，无拘无束~

二：可能这句话只是用来欺骗别人或欺骗自己他们一个人也过得很好。其实他们的心寂寞得很，恨不得迅速抛开单身生活，找个人依靠。嚷得越大声，内心越寂寞~

仔细想一想，你是哪一类呢？

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其实，失去也是另一种获得~~~ ♥ ♪

have a good laugh

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found it in Saosin vocalist, cove's blog..
http://whoiscove.tumblr.com/post/276285741

pug pug pug puggy~~ another kinda dog that i like other than husky, golden retriever and samoyed. simply ugly but cute. haha~

<< look how these dogs are made. poor doggy~

alyson~ dystopia & agony

residues of the broken wings

ain't no angel

瓶子加油!

Realms of 2009 memory

denial or just loneliness?

单身万岁吗？

have a good laugh

What the hell is this blog about?

**alyson =nin=

♥ must do before i die

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